Hantar barang

Ring ring... telefon berdering. Aku bergegas untuk mengangkat. Melihat siapa gerangan pemanggil, aku tersenyum sendiri.

"Assalamualaikum", kataku.

"Waalaikumsalam", jawabnya.

"Ye encik snowman, nak apa?", tanyaku, gembira dia mengingatiku.

"Tengah duduk aje ni. Ada kat mana?"

"Ada kat rumah aje, dalam bilik ni. Kenapa?", tanyaku lagi.

"Ade hantar barang, tapi posmen kata kena ada orang ambik. Cuba turun ambik barang, posmen kat depan rumah tu", katanya.

Hati aku mula berdebar, entah sebab apa.

"Tapi biasa kalau posmen datang dia tekan loceng rumah, tak dengar bunyi loceng pon", ujarku pada dia.

"Alah, turun je lah, barang penting hantar ni" katanya, mendesak.

Akupun menuruni anak tangga tanpa mematikan panggilan.

"Eh macam kenal je motor tu", kataku.

Rupanya dia didepan pagar rumahku, tersenyum. Suka dengan kejutan ini. Terubat semua rindu dihati.

The perfect moment

It all starts when I call Nadirah on my 24th birthday, she told me that she want to have a date with me the week after election, so I agree because yeah lets face it, I'm unemployed and I miss that gal. Day after day passed, the week after election have come and she contacted me asking if I'm busy that weekend so I say no. But she's not feeling really well so I tell her to just stay home and rest because I don't want her to be sick and tired at the same time. But she insisted.

There comes the Saturday, we agreed to go out after zuhur prayer. Since she's not feeling really well, we decided to just find any Coffee Bean and have a long overdue chatting. We ordered two frappes, double chocolate for her and mocha chino for me as well as a muffin and chicken pie. The muffin and pie are out of this world, I wish I can make it that yummy. We sit there, have a chat about whats going on our life, of course a couple of juicy gossip about our beloved friends and so on.

After about two hours sitting there, Nad told me that she's in the mood for karaoke, and I, as most of you already know- a karaoke junkie agreed without a doubt. We googled the rate for that hour and shoot to destination and there we go, singing like two little kids just get their new toy; with joy energetically. I have so much fun!

But the fun didn't end there. Nad told me she's meeting Yana that night so I asked if I can tag along because its been a while since I meet that gal. I try to reach her on the day before but she didn't answer. We promise that we'll meet Yana at the destination. So after performing Maghrib prayer, we drove back to Shah Alam to Dataran Kemerdekaan but there's a little too many people there, so Nad decided to move to the field next to it. Then I saw a guy with figure like our friend Aiman and I told Nad

"There they are!"

Its kinda unexpected to see them there; Ba, Aiman, Azri, Sopi, Adib, Bukh. They seem like preparing for a feast with all the foods and drink and I said to myself

"Wow this is rezeki"

I approached Yana and asked her why don't she answer the phone, she told me that she's not aware of her phone at the moment and apologized.

Suddenly they sang "Happy Birthday" and I'm like "Who's bitrthday is it? Oh what a terrible friends I am I don't even know my friend's birthday and don't even bring any present".

Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to Nadiaa~
Happy birthday to you~

Little that I know, it is a surprise birthday party for me. Ahh that mischievous Nad, perfectly planning for all this. I feel a warm sensation in my chest and I feel like crying. This is all very touching and sweet. Like a perfect brownies a'la mode [with ice cream].

Then Yana come closer to me and whisper

"Nadia, look behind"

and there it is, the cherry top of this sweet evening, walking towards me, my snowman.

I try to dial down the feeling to cry so the moment won't be so emotional. I really feel appreciated. I have this wonderful friends around me. I might be the luckiest gal to have you guys as my friends, especially my gal Nad.

I don't need other thing. This is the perfect moment. Right here. I am here, surrounded by my wonderful friends and love.

After that Yana approached me again and told me

"Actually I'm not answering your call because I'm afraid this surprise party will slip from my mouth accidentally"

I don't care. This is amazing.

The cake

I don't need thousands of balloons, a cake from Secret Recipe,

a table full of food, a room full of confetti.

I have all I need; awesome friends. 

Love don't need a reason

They were chatting. Laughter fills the coffee house. They're blissful to have each other, sharing their heart together. Like a pair of dove happily flying through the sky.

Ross : Honey…

Rachel : Yes sweetheart?

Ross : Can I ask you something?

Rachel : Sure, anything.

Ross : Why do you love me?

There was definite silence for 5 minutes. Rachel glances at Ross, smiling. She always asks herself that particular question, frequently even when they’re not going out yet. While Ross is still married to Carol. And now, Carol divorced him because of some problem.

Rachel : I don’t know. I have no particular reason. I just did.

Ross looks at Rachel. The look that never fails to beat her heart faster.

Rachel : What if I ask you the same question?

Ross : About what?

Rachel : Why do you… Love me?

Ross : Ohh…

That silence takes place again, for the second time. It was not long until Ross answered;

Ross : I… I… don’t know.

Rachel smiled. Although she didn’t get the answer to her question, she feels relieved. If there is any reason for Ross loving her, that same thing might be the reason for Ross to break up with her. For an example, if Ross likes her because of her beautiful face, what is one day her face is not beautiful anymore? Will Ross dump her?

Rachel : Honey...

Ross : Yes dear?

Rachel : Thank you for loving me. I love you.

Ross : Naah, I love you more!

And they keep arguing who loves who more. =)

True love doesn’t need a reason. Don’t force your lover to tell you why they love you. They might be able to give you a list of the little things that they love about you, but not the reason they love you. Because they just did. You can feel it.

p/s: I kinda rusty here uhuh

Needle

He’s like a needle,

keep twitching my skin making me restless,

yet the only one that able to stitch my wound without any aches.

The only needle that can make me smile from ear to ear (^______^)

Lessons in life #7

Realiti cinta bukan macam dalam lagu cinta.

Kadang kala cinta tu terlalu overrated dalam lagu, atau dalam cerita cinta.

Jadi, jangan terlalu berharap. Kena selalu tunggu dan terima. Doa tak lupa.

The Sweet One

Assalamualaikum... Hari ni aku nak jadi 'love doctor' ye. Sekali sekala pe salahnye kan hehehe.



Recently aku baru lepas menghabiskan soap opera korea yang bertajuk "Yoo Hee the Witch". Ohh ini bukannya  macam kisah si Piper Pheobe ngan Prue dalam drama bersiri 'Charmed' mahupun Heri, Ron ngan Hermionie dalm cerita Heri Potter. Ini merupakan ceritera cinta antara seorang dia dengan seorang aku dia yang lain.

Tambahan pula, disebabkan dalam drama ni ade sorang mamat jambu bernama Prince Yul yang aku sukaa sangat dari cerita 'Princess Hour', aku lagi bersemangat nak tengok cerita ni ehehe. Tapi beliau sangat loser and tak gentlemen dalam ceita ni (T_T)

Okay kembali ke topik utama. Aku nak tulis kat sini banda-benda sweet dalam cerita ni.

<3 Love note dalam pop corn.
Ni berlaku masa dia tngok wayang ngan Yoo Hee. Dia tulis dalam kertas kecik-kecik then sorokkan dalam popcorn tu lepas tu bila Yoo Hee makan pop corn mestilah terjumpa benda tu then baca, dia senyum sorang-sorang. Note-note sweet tu, contohnya "You look beautiful today", "You eyes are so shiny", "I am lucky to go out with you", and banyak jugak lah note-note yang Yoo Hee jumpa masa tengah makan pop corn tu. Of kos lah yang paling sweet adalah : I love you. =)

<3 Dinner atas pentas.
Masa tu Moo Ryong nak bagi Yoo Hee biasakan diri ngan keadaan orang bercinta, dia kata laki tu romantik kalau bawak pompuan tu dinner atas pentas mana-mana dewan, tapi mestilah masa takde orang kat bawah. Kalau ada orang, segan you know. Tapi Moo Ryong ni takdelah berada sangat, jadi dia sewa kedai makan biasa je then hias cantik-cantik. Tapi benda tu pon still sweet aku rasa.  Dia blind fold Yoo Hee dari sebelum masuk kereta sampai lah Yoo Hee dah duduk sebab nak buat suprise. Aww so sweet.

<3 Always be there.
Moo Ryong ni kan, memang tak senang duduk kalau dengar Yoo Hee dalam kesusahan. Mesti cepat-cepat gerak pergi kat Yoo Hee untuk selamatkan Yoo Hee.

<3 Video 'superman'
Ni pulak video yang Moo Ryong buat pakai MMS je kasi kat Yoo Hee.

<3 Payungkan dia masa hujan.
Aku bukan lah orang yang minat payung-payung ni, tapi try lah, ayah aku pernah payungkan aku, memang terharu beb.

<3 Magic trick.
Dorang terperangkap kat dalam studio, orang kunci dari luar. Untuk mengisi masa lapang, Moo Ryong buat magik trick supaya Yoo Hee tak bosan dalam tu.

<3 Birthday Cake

Ni lak yang Yoo Hee buat untuk Moo Ryong. Buat sendiri tu! 

Ok lah aku dah tak tawu nak tulis pe lagi. Tapi kalau takde idea untuk buat keadaan jadi ceria, cuba lah benda-benda ni. Maybe benda ni nampak remeh je tapi sebenarnya benda remeh tu lah yang menambahkan umph dalam hubungan korang. Sekian...

=)

I miss you.

Love...

...is like a blanket

Which makes you feel safe and warms your heart.

Love is crazy

You give enough electrons to excite me to the outer space,

yet enough glue to stick me on the ground with you *wink wink*

Epilog Bendera Putih

Saya dah berjaya kibarkan bendera putih tu... 
Thanks =)


Wanita itu telah siap dengan bendera putihnya. Kemas terikat pada batang kayu. Akan dikibarkan bila-bila masa sahaja. Luka di tangan sudah sembuh sepenuhnya, parut pun sudah hilang. Jika dulu dia hanya berpura-pura tersenyum, kini dia benar-benar tersenyum bahagia. Bebas dari kekangan fikiran yang bukan-bukan. Tenang. Jauh daripada mimpi-mimpi tentangnya. Apatah lagi angan-angan.


Tapi tidak sekali-kali wanita itu melupakan kamu. Kamu tetap dihatinya. Mungkin tidak seistimewa dahulu. Tetapi lebih istimewa. Seperti kata orang Jawa "friendship comes deeper than love".


Wanita itu tidak menyesali tindakannya. Menyerah bukan bererti kalah. Akan tetapi bererti cukup kuat untuk melepaskan. Mungkin kamu atau sesiapa sahaja akan cuba merobekkan kembali bendera itu. Meruntuhkan tembok itu. Mungkin. Tetapi bukan wanita itu. Dia kini hanya menunggu.

|| Kamu lebih tahu, kan? =) ||

P/S: I just figure out what you're trying to do just now, and when I remember it, aww soo cute ahha... ;-)

Magik

Kamu merajuk ke dengan saya?

Tak pun, mana ada. Saya tak boleh merajuk dengan kamu.

Kenapa?

Sebab... Kalau rasa marah ke kecik hati ke sedih ke dengan kamu, bila nampak kamu atau dengar suara kamu atau baca message kamu, rasa-rasa tu semua hilang. Automatik.

Eh macam mana tu?

Entah lah ask yourself. Kamu pakai magik pe yeh kat saya?


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p/s: Ini jawapan sebenar saya. =)

p/s: Orang kata racun itu penawar. I've found my antidote ehehehe ==> gedik lagi

My Love

I just done watching the movie "valentine's day" with Nad last week. Sorry, I'm not the type that celebrate Valentine's day but I've promised to Nad to watch it together since the first we saw the trailer when we watch "Jennifer's Body". At that time, I don't know the movie's title and the trailer's seems appealing, so we decided to watch it when the movie is out. I like watching new movies, even though sometimes the movie is not really interesting, but at least I learn something new.


After watching Valentine's Day, we wander around and saw an old couple sitting at the bowling side, waiting for their grandchildren to finish playing. I can't help myself from thinking of things that I usually avoid of thinking. Things like:

Will I ever grow old with the one I love?
Will I ever met a man that will love me till the end of his life?
Will the man of my life hold my hand while walking, even after we have 5 child together? [like my dad did]
Will the man kiss my forehead before he goes to work everyday, even if our children is there? [again, like my dad did]
Will he wake up in the morning and look at me with eyes full of love, even after many years we've been together?
Will he smile at me and cheer me up when I'm down?
Will he hug me when I'm scared?
Will he prepare 'breakfast in bed' for me when I'm sick?
Will he sing my favorite song to me?
Will he appear with a bouquet of flowers in front of me on special dates, like birthday and anniversary?
Will he propose to me on his knees?
last but not least, Will I ever met the guy?


...and lots of things like that. It might look like little things, but any woman that have this man as her soul mate, are ultimately lucky. At least I think that way. Deep down, I can only pray for the best, since I'm not perfect too.


Hey, stop thinking that I'm 'gatal' or desperate or things like that. I'm 20 already, I have the right to think bout my love life and my future. My mom have already married at this age. So what??


Okkay back to the topic. One of my favorite quote from the movie


...
Alex : How come u can be happy with your wife, with your marriage?
Kelvin : Easy, I'm married to my best friend.
Alex : I thought I'm your best friend.
Kelvin : You're my guy, she's my girl.
...

v(^_^)v

love and fate

written May 4, 2007


"Ji-eun na, sarangea [i love u]…
As much as the entire universe exploding,
As much as the waters in every ocean drying,
As my soul burn to dust,
nomane sarange[ i love u so much]…"


i just done seeing the Fullhouse movie…
for the second time actually…
and I found this..
I like the words that young-ji said to ji-eun…
i’ts soo sweet..
the i though about the reality world..
would ever there’s a man like that??
did always love that ends with happiness??
did always when we love someone, he loves us back..
like young-ji…
life’s isn’t that easy anyway…
sometimes we love the person who doesn’t love us..
emm..
but sometimes, yes..
like the words on the fullhouse cd box,

"would love bring mistake,
or mistakes bring love???"

emm..
i’m speechless now..
just get going..




da~