Thursday, February 26, 2009

Stupidity

Who is the president of china?
haha something interesting to watch...

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Morning Gloomy

the title explains everything...
yes, mornings for me, should be bright, enligthen and happy...
with breakfast, of course...
morning glory...



morning time, people should be happy
cause they're still alive that day,
they still have their family and know that they're save that day,
they still can talk, walk, eat, sleep, pray, write, smile that day,
they still can do their daily study or work that day,
they stil can have fun that day,
and etc etc etc....


BUT,
my today and yesterday morning is gloomy, not happy as usual...
guess what?


the person who responsible to this 'gloomy' is UiTM's pak guard...
yes, i'm not joking...

as usual, morning i wake up, pray, rushing to be on the oad before 7.45...
many asked me, why that early, because most of my classes started at 10.30...
well, this is the answer...

1- i want to avoid 'jam' cause it is really annoying...
2- i want to make sure that i have a place to park my car at the faculty ( if not, i must park a bit further)
3- it will make sure that i'll never late for classes.

okay, back to the story..


this morning, i drove at my usual path (green path), leading to engineering faculty, when the respectful 'pak guards' blocked my car and ask me to park at 'padang kawat'...
i've circle it at the map...
if you can see the red path, that is the path i MUST walk IF i parked at 'padang kawat....
just measure it, it is damn far from my usual path, and from the logic side, there's no use i drive a car if i have to walk that far, i rather wait for bus to go to class, rite?






and other thing, only staff (lecturers and others) can go through the usual path, and park at their usual parking space... isn't this case called DISCRIMINATION???

why students can't park at their own parking space??
why must we students walk a mile far when there's nearer place for us to park??
that is OUR parking space, why must block US from using OUR own facility??

don't think that we're only students, all of you can UNDERESTIMATE us...
you're wrong, totally wrong...
tomorrow, i'll just use my usual path, so what can you do??

don't challenge me,

cause
i'll definitely do it tomorrow...

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Circuit theory 1 test 1

I FEEL SOO FRUSTATED RITE NOW!!!!
i've tried my best to make sure that this one-and-only subject won't cause me to repeat itself again...
i do much of exercises, bunch of past sem's test, and it turned out like this..


once i opened the question, i am not that shocked to discover that this subject's test or exam is ACTUALLY hard... this is the fact...

yes, and please don't deny it...




or else, why must this 10 persons from my batch, must repeat it??
it is a killer subject..
but i tried to give all my best to answer the question eventhough i'm not that sure that my answer is the correct one or not...
and like others, i hope my answer is correct, and i can get what i want to get..




i must keep moving forward, do better that this...
and get full mark for the second test...
yes, and i meant it!


mooooooovvvvvvvvvviiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnngggggggg!!!!!!!!!!


Saturday, February 21, 2009

Not a very happy ending

written October 1, 2008



Lately, i can’t help myself from thinking,
why almost all the stories that i watch and read,
have sad ending, instead of happy ending???

1—> a novel : Laksamana sunan book 3 : Hijab sang pecinta
At last, suppose that Haryani and Saifuddin married, but they end up just like at the vary time when they suppose to be happy, but something else come up. Sometimes i thought, they deserve to live happily ever after, but why in the earth, Saifuddin end up dead, shot by a crazy maniac that worship his ‘dad’. huh..

2—> a raya movie : can’t remember the title
but let me describe a little bout the movie.. it is a story at ‘kampung’ as the atmosphere, where a girl have enggaged to a guy that is her love, being raped by her own step brother… she is pregnant, n all the villagers think that she is such a slut or something… even her to-be mother-in-law break tkeir enggagement because of the rumor that spread… at last, she give birth to the baby alone at her house…
her son is not a normal one, some kind of 3 quarter… at last, her mother died just before the raya morning… leave the son in a miserable situation… soo sad…

3—> an anime : midori no hibi
owh i can’t say that the ending is overall sad, but there are some points that make me feel a bit loss.. midori end up, she woke up, but can’t remember any single thing that happened while she is seiji’s right hand… it is a waste for me because for a girl like midori, it is like a miracle to be in that situation…

4—> latest movie: kami the movie
oww i like the story… but it end up with abu’s death (sorry for whom didn’t watch yet)… i use this word again, he don’t deserve to be dead… huhu…


but, how much i think over and over about it, i realize that not all story suppose to be happy ending, some must end up as ’sad’ because life isn’t always perfect rite? all the things that happen has it own reason… and usually better thing will happen after that..

for an example, the novel : if saifuddin still alive and marry haryani at the end, it will give bad effect to their family… from the health side, and security side, and much more.

the raya movie : the mother’s death open up some eyes, to take care of the son, because before this just one person shows his concern to the family, and others push them aside.


midori and seiji

midori no hibi: if midori remembers what happened when she is seiji’s right hand, she might don’t wanna come back as the normal midori, and they will not be a normal couple like others.. hehe

last but not least, kami the movie : i don’t really know why abu should die, but i think if abu still alive, things that messy all over the story might not fixed up right?

okeh i think that’s all that i wanna write down.. just then… c ya





-cooleustary-

LIFE is not a bed of roses

written September 30, 2008
Sometimes when you feel life ur life miserable…
feel like lonely…
feel like giving everything up..
all you have 2 do is cry…
remember that God is always with us…

but at that time, you will miss ur past life
which is filled with happiness,
as if it have no problem…
you really want to reach and feel them once again,
the memory, joys and tears at that time…
but the fact is, it it just an ‘if’ word..
it is just a dream..
and you have to face ur present life as it comes…
face the problem that will always come to bother you..
and it will left with 1001 lessons in your life..
making you a better person,
and the most precious thing,
giving you time to learn bout how cruel the real world is..
to realize the fact that we will not always at the on top of the world…
to learn that life is not a bed of roses..
it is not always all about us..

it is not always my dear…
so, learn to be tough…
learn to be stubborn at times,
so that you will never be underestimated by others..
just now and then…

” I’m a house of cards in a hurricane,
a reckless smile in a pouring rain…”

The story of a girl

written August 14, 2007
Life is so misery, isn’t it??
this is a story of a gal…
once upon a time….
a girl admire a guy very much..
she ready to help him in everything that she can..
she is willing to give the guy everything that she afford to..
especially her heart..
even the guy didn’t know..
and will never know..
but her world turns upside down when the guy asked her how to win a girl’s heart…
and the guy said that he likes someone else
how hard to wonder the feelings…

but the girl didn’t feel a bit of jealousy..
she even feel happy to help the guy…
the problem is..
what is the girl’s feelings toward the guy anyway?
did she admire the guy..
or just like as a friend

this is the reality..
life is so misery
but the girl’s heart is still at the guy…
and she will like him…
forever and always…
huhu…

a story that even I didn’t understand…
feelings are too odd…
especially love..
too complex to talk about…
and too beautiful to feel…

love come smoothly..
without picking the handsome face…
or the sweet smile…
not the thousand penny…
nor the pretty lie..

to keep it, really fragile..
to throw it, really vital..
to say it, undefined words…
to hurt, really deep inside…

the story of a girl must go on..
untill the day she die…
so lets see the end…
tears or smile???

love and fate


written May 4, 2007


"Ji-eun na, sarangea [i love u]…
As much as the entire universe exploding,
As much as the waters in every ocean drying,
As my soul burn to dust,
nomane sarange[ i love u so much]…"



i just done seeing the Fullhouse movie…
for the second time actually…
and I found this..
I like the words that young-ji said to ji-eun…
i’ts soo sweet..
the i though about the reality world..
would ever there’s a man like that??
did always love that ends with happiness??
did always when we love someone, he loves us back..
like young-ji…
life’s isn’t that easy anyway…
sometimes we love the person who doesn’t love us..
emm..
but sometimes, yes..
like the words on the fullhouse cd box,

"would love bring mistake,
or mistakes bring love???"


emm..
i’m speechless now..
just get going..




da~

Intro..... (again)

arghhh...
quite tired rite now...
juz got back from da mall, suddenly i found out that my car's window can't function smoothly as usual since it CAN'T BE CLOSED AT THE DRIVER'S SIDE!!! waaa!!!

okay, before i go further, let me introduce myself first... (again)
the name is Nadia Nadzirah, From Malaysia...
yeah, just another ordinary girl that want to jot down something here..
another thing, my english was not that good, n i think it'll never be better...
so if there's any mistake, please do tell me okay!!

actually, i have two previous blog, one on frenster n 1 in blogger...
okay, i'll copy some of 'em here...
hee~

hopefully, this is my final blog...
that's all for the intro..
see ya later!!!