"I'm sorry"

Ever had one of these days?

When some other person that you care about makes you feel gloomy. Then you feel like sulking like a little baby. You demonstrate some protest. Cold or silent treatment. Act like you don't care about that other person when the fact is you keep checking their facebook page or twitter.
And now you're smiling thinking how stupid you're acting.

You check your phone every second, hoping that other person will call you or text you. Every time your phone makes a sound and movement, your heart jumped hoping it was that other person.
Then you feel sad when its not.

You're aware that sometimes you hurt that other person. You know that you have your own defects too.
But all you need is some short span of attention, you think

"Is it so hard to give some?"

You miss that person but too stubborn to admit it. When finally your phone is ringing and that person's name on the screen, you smile from ear to ear. But wait, you still play hard to get.
You try to play it cool, when you are actually too excited.

Then you realize how childish you are to sulk like a baby, but people say that
our heart becomes like a jelly with the person that we care about.

p/s: erghh sorry for the crappy writing, I've lost my touch T_T

p/s: I've never heard the saying anywhere actually, I made it up haha