Fear

You know what? I've started to feel afraid

Afraid of my blurry future

I've started thinking that I will die alone in a pile of money

If there's any money for me

Its been a week and a day

I hope you're just fine there

Everything has been said and done

The memories are the only left behind

Each place, each moment I spend with you

Like a video tape its playing on my mind

Having you brings joy and conflicts pain

Without you its only the rain

I always heard that rain will go away

And brings back rainbow to your day

"I just want you to let me in"

As Miley would say

A little effort would be nice

I just wish you'd fight for us

Just maybe we're not meant to be

I just want to say I'm sorry

So long and good day

Gigi susu

Ingat tak masa kecik-kecik dulu, korang ada gigi susu? Zaman tu gigi comel-comel je masing-masing. Masa mak aku cakap yang gigi aku tu gigi susu, aku pelik sebab tak rasa susu pon. Kebuduhan zaman kanak-kanak kan. Sebenarnya sampai sekarang pon aku tak pasti kenapa panggil gigi susu.

Yang nak dijadikan cerita tu, gigi susu ni akan cabut satu persatu, digantikan dengan gigi kekal. Ingat tak perasaannya masa gigi susu nak tercabut?

Mula-mula rasa macam gigi tu ada goyang sikit, tapi masih kukuh melekat di gusi. Kemudian sedikit demi sedikit gigi tercerai dari gusi, tetapi masih ada setengah yang melekat pada gusi. Lama lagi, tinggal sikit aje gigi yang melekat kat gusi, tunggu masa nak tercabut je kata orang.

Masa ni, nak makan minum pon tak selesa. Iye lah, gigi dok bergoyang kat dalam mulut. Tambah lagi, takut tengah-tengah makan nasi tertelan gigi tu. Sampai lah satu masa kita sedar yang gigi tu dah tak sesuai duduk dalam mulut kita. Kehadiran gigi tu buat kita rasa tak selesa. Kita takut nak cabut gigi tu takut sakit. Kita tak sedar, lama kelamaan gigi tu perlu dicabut jugak, untuk memberi laluan kepada gigi kekal.

Bila dah cabut, sementara nak tumbuh gigi kekal tu, baru kita sedar betapa comelnya gigi susu tu, betapa pentingnya  gigi kat dalam mulut kita untuk mengunyah makanan, juga supaya tak nampak rongak. Masa tu baru kita faham kepentingan gigi dalam hidup kita.

Hargailah benda/orang yang ada dalam hidup kita, sebab kalau kita tak jaga betul-betul, lama kelamaan mereka akan tercabut macam gigi susu tu.

 

Quality

Before you want to start blaming me, ask youself this:

Name three things that happened recently in my life? Have you ever try to show some interest in that?

When WAS the last time you asked about my day, how am I doing?

When was the last time you call me just to hear my voice?

And above all, did I or didn't I tell you if there's something as the questions above bothers me? What did you do about it?

Communication is one of the strongest key to relationship. Haven't you heard that? Its not about the quantity but its about the quality.

I didn't ask for much. But I'm not that strong to be in this alone. Not anymore.