Aal iz well

Baru selesai present Final Year Project or FYP. Alhamdulillah dah habis present walaupon aku dapat rasa yang panel rasa projek aku ni agak simple. But we hope for the best!

Sambil nak tunggu member2 lain present, aku melayari internet, lompat dari blog ke blog, dan aku jumpa satu blog ni. Blog member aku ni mengingatkan saat-saat aku masih kanak-kanak ribena. Aku yang tolong design background blog dia sebab mase tu aku agak reti guna photoshop and dia yang hebat http language tahap dewa tu kononnye tak reti nak guna photoshop.

Mase tu, problem aku tak banyak pon. Jiwa aku positif. Tiap-tiap hari aku bangun tidur untuk senyum kat semua orang. Aku compare balik dengan diri aku yang sekarang. I miss that girl.

Sekarang aku rase aku macam, entah. Negatif gila. Sampai ke tahap aku rasa ade sakitkan hati orang sekeliling yang care pasal aku. Maafkan aku.

Aku nak jadi 'that girl'. Orang yang akan senyum kat orang. Orang yang bila ada masalah akan fikir "Semua akan ok". Orang yang berusaha yang terbaik dalam kerja dia. Orang yang bergaul mesra dengan orang sekeliling dia. Orang yang tak judge orang lain berdasarkan first impression. Orang yang kuat fizikal dan mental.

In a nutshell, orang yang positif. =)

 

 

THIS!

This is for Ted and Taro who recently died due to my negligence [and dah sampai ajal]
This is for my friends who's there for me when I needed them
Here's to my love who I keep hurting all week because of my selfishness and stupidness
Here's to my mom,
Here's to strangers who keep telling me I'm amazing and no one, not even my supervisor can tell me otherwise
Here's to my classmates who strive together with me till the end
Here's to everyone who's there for me

I'll do my best to impress the panels. With all I have. Insyaallah, I'll not let you down =)

Insyaallah, I'll bounce back to the bubbly girls you know =)

Luka

"Masuk sayang, sudah hampir senja", sayup terdengar suara emak memanggil.

"Nanti lah mak, tak puas bermain lagi", kata dia, degil.

"Baik-baik main kat sana, nanti takut terkena kaca", jerit mak lagi.

"Tak ada apa lah mak, saya ok je ni", balasnya.

Belum pun lima minit selepas itu, terasa sakit di kakinya. Dia terduduk menyelak kaki, berdarah. Pedih. Satu persatu air mata menitik. Ada kaca sebesar ibu jari masuk ke kakinya.

Mak tidak sedap hati melihatnya, meluru ke situ.

"Ya Allah budak ni, kan mak kata main baik-baik! Dah mari mak pimpin masuk", kata emak kerisauan.

Dia hanya mengangguk lesu. Emak mememimpinnya masuk kedalam rumah. Kaca itu dikeluarkan, luka itu dibasuh lalu dirawat.

"MAAKK SAKIITTT!!", jeritnya.

"Kejap lah, kalau tak letak ubat macam mana nak baik?", pujuk emak.

Setelah tiga hari, luka sudah tidak sepedih mana. Dia kembali bermain ke tempat itu. Masih tidak serik. Kerana tempat itu lah tempat mainan kegemarannya. Dia tidak akan jemu bermain disitu.

Kids

Season 6 episode 1

This is the episode where Marshall and Lily are trying to have a baby for the first time after their marriage. Some things happened and the 'trying to have baby' night is ruined, and here we are;


Lily : ... but right now, its a lot of pressure

Marshall : Babe, I'm not trying to pressure you one bit...

Lily : What if I can't have a baby?... That could happen. I could... totally let you down. Does that thought not occur to you?

Marshall : Not even for one second. Not having a baby would suck, but the idea of you letting me down, thats impossible. That would be like aliens landing. ....

Some of the sweetest and nicest thing a husband could say to his wife. I know its just a story, but it's not wrong to hope I'll have a husband like this, right? Insyaallah =)

The future

I just rerun watching How I met Your Mother, the episode that Marshall reads a letter the he wrote for himself when he was 15. And then he writes a letter to himself when he'll be 60. This is one of the extract of the letter:

 "Old man Marshall, as long as you are married to Lilly, you're doing just fine."

I feel like he's really lucky to find his soul mate Lilly. I hope I will be able to say that one day. Yeah, one day =)