Missing Cooleustary-PC

Sekarang musim exam. Minggu ni minggu first sbnarnye, n aku baru abis 1st paper. Dlm jangkamasa ni, byk bnda yg brlaku, yg da ubah sdikit sbanyak hidup aku n diri aku. Tentang frenship aku. Tentang konfusion aku yg da berakhir. Tentang masalah orang lain yang timbul, yang aku merupakan antara puncanya. Aku tau kau terkilan sebab die da me'lari'kan diri. Aku tetap rase bersalah wlaupon kau kate aku xbersalah. N paling penting, aku tetap rasa sedih tgok kau sedih. Tapi bnde dah berlaku, Allah je tau hikmahnye. Mungkin kau akn jumpe org yg lebih baik dr die. Mungkin, tapi jgn lupa kita hnya mmpu merancang, Allah je yg menentukan sume. N Takdir Allah adalah yg terbaik utk hamba-Nya. Aku tau, cakap mmg senang, tapi akupon prnah jugak rasa bnda yg cmni, so aku tau pe yg kau rasa.

Laptop aku rosak. OS kne serang, so xleh nk bkk lngsung. Ayah kate boleh kalo nk recover, tapi kene carik CD die. Aku malas nk pikirkan pasal 2 dulu, so aku delay OPERASI PENCARIAN CD itu ke 'lepas abeh final'. Buat masa ni, mmg final diutamakan. Malam tadi, aku mimpi laptop aku hidop seperti sediakala. Aku main dgn laptop tu dgn riang gembiranya. Rasa gumbira sgt dlm mimpi tu. Aku harap sgt mimpi tu adalah realiti, tapi bile tersedar dr tidur, rupenye itu hanya mainan tidur aku. Mungkin aku terlalu fikirkan hal laptop itu walaupon aku nmpk macam xkisah. Bak kate sorg kwn aku, muke aku kan "poker face". Hehe...

Ok lah, aku xnk tulis pnjg2 sgt nnti jd emo pulak. Tenkiu for reading until here.

Tolong doakn kejayaan kami ye; aku dgn kawan2 aku.

Terimas~ (^_^)

Never too late

its time to...

CUT THE CRAP OFF

and

START SCRATCHING!!!

don't play2... huhu

Sentimental session

Sorry I kinda bz for last few weeks, since the 'cuti raya' ended. I don't even have time to breath freely, without thinking bout those bundle of works that keep bugging me. With the mini projects, lab mini project, presentation etc etc etc....

Something happened juz now that really pull down my coolness. I feel like stupid dolls that can easily be played when 'they' want and push around when 'they' didn't. I sacrifice my sleep [u know how much i like to sleep] juz to finish up the damn mini project report since the deadline is today. I rushed early to faculty even though my class started at 10.30a.m. The most 'amazing' thing is, I didn't even touch my DIGITAL notes but I got Digital test today. I didn't know a single thing what I've answered just now. It was really frustrating since the questions were really easy and straight to the point and I can answer it freely IF I study. I repeat, IF!. But the fact is, I didn't!

Then, after the 'kelam-kabut' session ended, and we manage to finish up our report, my lab partner received a message said that the report can be submitted on FRIDAY. Just imagine how much time we've spend last night without revising for out test today, just to know that the damn report's deadline have been delayed??

Lots of things happened, lots of things changed. I hardly see myself in the mirror. Even my mom said she hardly see me home even though I lived here. Lots of my favourite things been left behind by this busy schedule.

I miss eating Baskin Robin's
I miss swimming wif my bros
I miss bowling wif my fellas
I miss eating crackers wif warm tea
I miss doing our own brand of 'float' and drink it together
I miss hanging out at the mall just to pass the time
I miss buying and reading comics every time I see one
I miss watching movies wif my family
I miss watching supernatural
I miss eating rainbow ice-cream wif bread
I miss laughing out loud like nuts

and I miss lots of things I didn't mention here.....

Time will always pass us by, leaving the memories behind.
We can never go back in time, but we can always turn back and smile to the warm memories.
Life isn't always bout being happy, sometimes we need problems to spice things up.
When we're in the middle of tough times, just remember that it will end.
When we're happy, cherish every moment of it.
Don't let small things get between you and your happiness.
Break rules! Rules are meant to be broken.
Smile to the world and the world will smile back at you.

Last but not least, never give up! If you give up now, u can never know what you can do in future..

Thanks for reading until here (^_^)

Tentang seseorang

"Kemunculan semula" beliau mmbuat aku rase, byk benda dah brubah. Dulu kalau ym ngan beliau, kami xbyk brcakap bnde2 yg siyes, hnye mrepek ntok mmbazirkn wktu. Kekadang de la ckap psal current life, tapi just ntok masing2 taw pe yg terjadi je. Kekadang beliau bagi aku dgr lagu feveret beliau. N lagu2 tu masih meresap kedlm hati wlaupon da bebrape taun aku dgar lgu yg sama.

Bebrape ari lepas, beliau muncul smule stlah sekian lme xym ngan beliau. Nak msg, aku mls nk topap maxis. Byk juge la kami berborak. Pasal life kami. Pasal raye. Pasal love story kami. I mean, bukan kami bercinta, tapi love stori masing2. Sebenarnye, aku je yg byk bercerita. Beliau byk m'dengar n bagi nasihat2 yg bernas. Yes, beliau memg good dlm bg nasihat n making complicated thing looks easy. Sbb tu la aku cite je kat beliau mslh aku kekdg.

Tapi, bile aku tnye beliau, cane love story beliau, beliau kate itu private. Xleh diceritakan. Aku xksah snanye beliau nk cite ke x, itu hak beliau. Tapi bnde 2 seolah2 1 tamparan kpd aku, betapa masa mengubah hubungan kami. Dulu, beliau byk tnye kat aku pasal pompuan. Yela, mase nk memancing2 girl yg die minat.

"Eh, knape pompuan cani cani cani eh..."
"Eh, knape pompuan kalo bla bla bla..."

n byk lagi bnde yg die tnye aku. Tp stlah lme xctc, aku dpt jwpn bnde tu private. Lain dgn yg dulu. N rasenye lepas ni, akn jd smakin lain. Aku cume harap kami xterputus hbgn sbgai kwn yg pena rapat dlu, wlaupon pd hakikatnye, kami xpena jupe n berborak pon. Kekdg nyesal lak sbb jd budak yg agk snyap zmn skola dulu. Tapi benda dah lepas, jgn dikenang. Jdkan ia pengajaran hari esok. Huhu...

Kepada sesape yg bace bnde ni, hargailah setiap org yg pernah korg kenal dlm idop korg. Maybe pd korg, org itu hnyelah random people, tp bagi org tu, korg adalah seseorang yg penting. Aku xpenah sedar hakikat ni, smpai la aku ctc ngan dak yg aku critekn ni. hehe ok la, itu je aku nk mrepek memlm bute nih hehe...

Thanks for reading until here... (^_^)

Raya Mode :D

This raya, it bring back lots of memory to me. And also, create some new ones. I went back to my early years, playing fire crackers wif my little brothers. I still get 'duit raya' even though the reality is I'm already 20.

Loads of wonderful thing actually.

This raya, for the first time in many years [as long as I remember], my dad hugged me on the 'salam-salam' session. The hug just short and casual, but it's really warm and meaningful for me.

Staying at my hometown Terengganu for almost a week make me realize lots of thing. Things that I usually ignored before. I made lots of thinking there. Bout my life recently. Bout my friends. Bout my family.

My dear friends, I just wanna say sorry cause recently, I talked too much. Sorry for my ignorance.
Sorry for not knowing ur story, ur pain and ur tears. Sorry for doing much talking, and less listening.
Sorry for the 'lantak koranglah' attitude. Sorry for the 'takde perasaan' face.
Sorry for every action that bring up ur sad or anger. Sorry for each word that hurts. Sorry for any glance that makes u wonder. Sorry for things that I take or borrow without ur permission. Please remind me if I do.
And many other things that I didn't mention here, I'm truly sorry.

I am the most luckiest person on earth to have friends as good as you are. Yes you, each and every of you that reads this crap.

I know, I talked too much this sem. So I promise to myself, to do less talking and more listening after this. Especially bout That Particular Person. I just realize, the more I talk bout That Particular Person, the more I put That Particular Person in trouble. The more I talk bout That Particular Person, the more assuming people will make bout That Particular Person. Thus, the best way is, stop talking bout That Particular Person. Rite?

Okay I've said what I wanna say. Let me conclude things here.

• To whom didn't understand things I wrote here, please ask me. Don't make ur own assumptions.
• Sometimes we think meddling in other's business is a way to show our concern. No, I don't say its a bad thing. Firstly, thanks for opening my eyes wide. But the other person might been hurt by ur words... huhu
  
• Please get to know that person first before u make wild assumption bout him/her based on little rumors u've heard. U'll regret it later if u do that.
• Last but not least, there is no revenge so sweet as forgiveness. People makes mistakes everyday. Everybody makes mistakes, that's just what we do. As long as we hold grudge against that person, we'll never be in peace. Trust me, giving forgiveness is far more easy and worth it than revenge. Unbelievable? Try it first, then enjoy the taste of forgiveness' sweet. Good luck!
• Salam aidilfitri, and maaf zahir batin...
  

Thanks for reading until here (^_^)
n sorry for the crappy grammar and language....

p/s : post ni agk pjg n emo... kalo rse bosan, xyah bce... haha