Sifir

Tadi masa makan, mak cerita kat aku. Masa dalam kereta amek budak-budak tu balik dari ngaji, Naqib baca sifir 4. Lepas tu mak tanya Naqib:

Mak: Naqib, kalau satu darab Naqib berapa?

Naqib: Satu darab Naqib, Naqib.

Mak: Kalau dua darab Naqib?

Naqib: Dua darab Naqib, Naqib Naqib.

Mak: Kalau tiga darab Naqib?

Naqib: Dua darab Naqib, Naqib Naqib Naqib.
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Lepas makan tadi, aku pon dengan niat nak nganjing Naqib;

Aku: Naqib, satu darab along berapa?

Naqib: Satu darab along, along.

Aku: Dua darab along?

Naqib: Satu darab along, along along.

Aku: Tiga darab along?

Naqib: Tiga darab along along along bukit beruntung....

Sakit perut jugak lah aku nak gelak kan... haha

Okkey tu je lah... sekian...

Daddy's home

Banyak benau sesawang kat blog aku ni, nampaknya dah lama aku tak update. Bukannya takde benda nak tulis, tapi kekangan kemalasan menjadi halangan [ceewahh]

Seperti yang korang suma sedia maklum, semalam hari bapa kat Malaysia. Tapi ayah aku takdak kat rumah. Nanti aku tunjuk blogspost ni ye bila dia dah balik.

Currently aku tengah tengok cerita "8 Simple Rules". Cerita ni berkisar tentang betapa overprotectivenye dia, Paul Hennessy sebagai seorang ayah kepada anak-anak dia, especially anak gadis dia. But in some way, aku rasa dia sweet sangat. Maybe nampak macam old-fashioned but still, this is a good quality to be a dad.

Tanpa merepek dengan panjang lebar lagi, mari aku tunjukkan korang episod dimana ayah dia baru je mati sebab eksiden, famili dia jumpa artikel terakhir ayah dia. [p/s: dlm real life pon, die dah mninggal]

Last but not least,

I LOVE YOU AYAH!

I don't care who you are, where you're from, what you did, you are still my number one superhero =)

Mungkin

ada madu, tapi bukan bunga,

Mungkin ia cukup untuk kita berdua =)

The tears

I've started to miss you and think about you like i do at holidays before.

The pain is killing me.

It’s like every view that I lay my eyes to, I see you.

Every song that my ears listen to, I hear you.

Every thing that I touch, I feel you.

Every breath that I take, it brings you.

Every thought that running through my mind, it’s never not about you.

Every food that I ate, I swallow you.

It’s devastating.

The real thing.

The throbbing pain.

Like the air is thin.

Why must we be this far?

Without you, I lost my shining star.

But they tell me, the ending is always happy.

If we are sad, it’s not the end yet.

I want my happy ending to be you.

At the day I say I do.

Through thick and thin, together or apart.

Till the last beat of my heart.

I will always love you.

127 hours

I just finished watching 127 Hours on the screen of my laptop. Yeah I know its kinda lame, but at least I've watched it.

Watching this movie gives a bump on my head. Like, you know, this Aron guy, I envy him. He has his own patience and can chase it by his own without depending on others. He is an expert on his field. He can help lost people to find their way back.

And unfortunate him, all of sudden his hand stuck under a huge rock. I can't even imagine if it was me. I might be crying by then. Most probably because I am a girl. I don't think I can get through that. I mean, with one hand dying under the rock, can hardly move, have only a bottle of drink to survive for how long, only Allah knows. Even peeing is a problem there.

But Aron, he gets through it. He didn't finish his drink in one sip. He conserved it. He ate things that we can never imagine eating. He ate his contacts. He tried everything. Uses all kind of ropes to move the rock, but none succeeds. The rock's too big and heavy. And he is deserted in a canyon that even crawling creatures wouldn't live in. Imagine that!

While counting the days, all the flashbacks keep coming up. It’s sad because he thought he could never meet his family, his colleague, and his fellows again. He even carves "RIP Aron" there.

Despite all that, finally he takes an alternative to live, which is sacrificing his dead hand under the rock. He cuts his own hand in order to survive. And he made it!

We can see here, in desperate situations we should never give up. If this Aron guy can sacrifice his hands to keep living, don't be afraid to let go the things that keep holding you to the past. Life just doesn’t work that way.  Keep moving on to the future. Sometimes taking a glance at the past could not hurt, but don't be there for too long. There's a lot surprises upon us. We just have to find it. Explore it.

And keep smiling.