The tears

I've started to miss you and think about you like i do at holidays before.

The pain is killing me.

It’s like every view that I lay my eyes to, I see you.

Every song that my ears listen to, I hear you.

Every thing that I touch, I feel you.

Every breath that I take, it brings you.

Every thought that running through my mind, it’s never not about you.

Every food that I ate, I swallow you.

It’s devastating.

The real thing.

The throbbing pain.

Like the air is thin.

Why must we be this far?

Without you, I lost my shining star.

But they tell me, the ending is always happy.

If we are sad, it’s not the end yet.

I want my happy ending to be you.

At the day I say I do.

Through thick and thin, together or apart.

Till the last beat of my heart.

I will always love you.