It hurts

"When everything seems like the movies 

Yeah you bleed just to know your alive "

                           -the goo goo dolls, iris-

"It hurt so bad but feels so good"

                -Backstreet boys, Helpless when she smiles-

"... But the absence of him is everywhere I look. It's like a huge hole has been punched through my chest. But In a way, I'm glad. The pain is the only reminder that he was real. That you all were. "

                                                -Bella Swan, New Moon-

Now I understand what this all suppose to mean. Thanks for making me bleed. =(